I'm stuck in 100MPH messy-mind mode and everything is super sharp and twitchy... My arms and legs feel restless and I'm jumping at small noises. The boss pulling the metal blind cord gently was like nails down a chalk board amplified. To sum up, full on flight mode! I didn't sleep well last night, I … Continue reading Hard-wired on Haywire
Aaarrgggghhhhhhh, like today can just do one. I have 10,000 tasks to do and I know SOMEWHERE is the start of the ball of string which will help me unravel and complete my day! Can I find the end?? Hell no! It's like I'm trying to find the end of a ball of Wool whilst … Continue reading Unfathomable Tangled Yarn
Hello my beloved friends and readers, I have been meaning to write for some time, especially during the UK Lockdown period (during which I was at home, my workplace having closed). Unfortunately, like with many other people, my Mental Health took a nosedive and I spiralled down into a nocturnal "sleep n snack" lifestyle. Not … Continue reading Common Sense my Arse!
Help. Can't stop. Everything is collapsing, falling around my head in a tidal wave of noise and motion I have no control over... I missed a dose of my anxiety medication earlier this week (due to a fault on behalf on my pharmacy) and I have been a mess ever since. My head feels like … Continue reading Visions of Disaster
Well, it's Friday again everybody, surely a cause for celebration amongst most of the 9-5ers amongst us! The weekend looms with freedom and hopefully some rest to recharge. I seem to be being put to the test this morning, being made to thoroughly earn my weekend... We open at 8am every morning, at 8:01am the … Continue reading Norwegians, Nincompoops and a Nervous Meltdown
Stacked... then Broken Having a VERY bad day. Anxiety level is through the roof. Shaking hands, stuttering, brain fog, the lot! In a strange period of time where I believe I must have disassociated, I found myself feeling like a stack of crushed crackers... Every time a new thought/idea/feeling arrived on the cracker stack... CRUNCH... … Continue reading Broken like so many stacked Crackers