Stacked... then Broken Having a VERY bad day. Anxiety level is through the roof. Shaking hands, stuttering, brain fog, the lot! In a strange period of time where I believe I must have disassociated, I found myself feeling like a stack of crushed crackers... Every time a new thought/idea/feeling arrived on the cracker stack... CRUNCH... … Continue reading Broken like so many stacked Crackers
Since the arrival of my Camera in the post I've been itching to get out into my local area and start capturing my view of the world around me. In some ways this has made me more aware of the actual physical buildings and surroundings I take for granted every day. I walk the same … Continue reading The Unseen Beauty above out Heads
Ok, so this is more of a quick list than a true post... I've been feeling emotions rather intensely of late and what better way to focus this new found brain power than to list down all the things I find myself being passionate about! I am becoming more determined to make a DIFFERENCE for … Continue reading A Passionate Mind
WOW, what an evening I've just had. One unremarkable evening has just become extraordinary!! During my depressive episodes it's sometimes very difficult to feel anything except numbness and I rejoice when my brain comes back to life and reminds me what a wonderful thing the human brain can be! I took a shower after spending … Continue reading A Mind FULL of Wonder!
What a mishmash. The title says it, it's confusing and random but succinctly sums up the three main things going on in my head today. Firstly; Ow. Yes Ow. As in the pain noise we make... Some stupid viral infection has decided to take up residence somewhere in the region of my voice box and … Continue reading Straws, Sandwiches and Painkillers
A (hopefully) short post to express my frustration and boredom of work today. Our Internet connection to the work computers is down so we cannot access any new orders, emails or do any kind of meaningful work. The boss People are off today so I can type this post in relative safety. The whole company … Continue reading Miss Messy-Mind
I made a promise to myself during my worst days of depression, anxiety and isolation last year that when I was able to look up towards the light and the future I would make myself a priority. Self-care, in other words. Actively practicing and acknowledging the need to care for and love myself. After a … Continue reading My self-care weekend
I'm feeling a different vibe today! Good vibes are in the air for certain. I have been thinking for a while about some small tasks I need to complete with regards to home improvements, medical appointments and checking bills and alternative service providers, but life always has a way of pushing these things further and … Continue reading The Freedom of an Organised Mind