Help. Can't stop. Everything is collapsing, falling around my head in a tidal wave of noise and motion I have no control over... I missed a dose of my anxiety medication earlier this week (due to a fault on behalf on my pharmacy) and I have been a mess ever since. My head feels like … Continue reading Visions of Disaster
I always feel sad this time of year... I think it's all the greenery dying... The weather changing... Leaves me so down and melancholy... Unfortunately my sadness today comes from affairs of the heart rather than the woes of nature... In a previous post I mentioned the start of a new game I began recently. … Continue reading Cold and Close to Tears…
Stacked... then Broken Having a VERY bad day. Anxiety level is through the roof. Shaking hands, stuttering, brain fog, the lot! In a strange period of time where I believe I must have disassociated, I found myself feeling like a stack of crushed crackers... Every time a new thought/idea/feeling arrived on the cracker stack... CRUNCH... … Continue reading Broken like so many stacked Crackers
Aaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!! What a day! A rollercoaster with loops, vertical drops and corkscrews... Firstly, oh my Gods it's hot! Like WAAAAAAY too hot for us. Apparently Brit's don't deal well with any kind of mildly Extreme weather! I do believe this has contributed slightly to my heightened state of anxiety, but it is certainly ruling the … Continue reading When Anxiety takes over Oddity-land…
Ok, first of all, hi everyone. I know I've been off the radar for a while. It's hectic here in Oddity-land and today I am in sensory overload mode and I am not coping well at all. EVERYTHING HURTS Too loudToo smellyToo brightToo annoying Everything is just TOO MUCH! My colleagues are in danger of … Continue reading Off you Fuck
Hello again, happy non-holiday makers... I am learning loads... Mostly how glad I am that I moved out from my mum and dad's. I WANT TO GO HOME! We are currently moving to a different area of France using the Sat-nav for guidance. The Sat-nav that is built into Dad's super-duper clever car. The problem … Continue reading Technophobes and the impending Zombie apocalypse
I'm feeling a different vibe today! Good vibes are in the air for certain. I have been thinking for a while about some small tasks I need to complete with regards to home improvements, medical appointments and checking bills and alternative service providers, but life always has a way of pushing these things further and … Continue reading The Freedom of an Organised Mind
My first story to you all (or maybe just you the current reader, possibly only me!) A beginning about the End. The end of 2018, a year with more ups and downs than tides on the shore. I met one of my idols a few years ago at a local Comic Con event who gave … Continue reading See ya later 2018!